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The Silent Armour of Jessa: A tale of a wounded Inner child and the anger that shielded her

Before Jessa’s anger became her shield, she was a wounded child longing for love and acceptance. In Evermere, a town cloaked in the poetry of the sea, she confronts her pain and finds healing through love, self-discovery, and intimacy. This is a tale of brokenness, romance, and the courage to let someone in.

A tempest in Evermere

Nestled atop jagged cliffs overlooking the restless North Sea, Evermere was a town that seemed sculpted from nature’s moodiest palette. Its skies were forever shifting, a symphony of brooding greys and fleeting bursts of light. The sea crashed below like a heart that couldn’t decide whether to whisper or roar.

The Silent Armour of Jessa: A Tale of a Wounded Inner Child and the Anger That Shielded Her

It was here that I met Jessa Langley, a woman as tempestuous as the town itself. Her wit was as sharp as the salt-laden breeze, and her anger, a thing of local legend, often left people wondering what storms she carried within her.

“Do you enjoy being so confrontational?” I teased one day when I first crossed her path in the market square.

“Do you enjoy stating the obvious?” she retorted, her hazel eyes narrowing.

But there was something about Jessa that intrigued me—a crack in her sharpness, as though her anger wasn’t an end in itself, but a mask concealing something far deeper.

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Jessa’s fury, Jessa’s pain

Jessa’s anger was not born in a moment. It was forged over years, a product of unmet needs and buried pain. Raised in a grand but emotionally hollow manor on Evermere’s outskirts, her childhood had been a picture of privilege but not of warmth.

“Love wasn’t spoken in my house,” she told me one evening, her voice carrying a bitterness that matched the storm outside her cottage. “It was implied, perhaps. But never felt.”

Her parents were distant, her father lost in his books, her mother preoccupied with appearances. Jessa, desperate to be seen, began to rebel—small acts at first, then louder ones. But no tantrum or outburst could crack the fortress of their indifference.

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When did anger become her armour?

By the time Jessa turned sixteen, she had mastered the art of defiance. Her turning point came on her birthday, a day she had spent painstakingly preparing for, only to be overshadowed by yet another of her parents’ soirées.

“That night,” she said, “I decided that if quiet didn’t get their attention, noise would.”

Noise, however, was a lonely companion. For years, her anger served as both her shield and her prison. She became the woman people whispered about but rarely approached—a force of nature, as untouchable as the sea cliffs she so often wandered.

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The man who stayed

It was on one such walk that Jessa first encountered Thomas Everleigh. He was perched on her favourite bench overlooking the cliffs, scribbling in a weathered notebook.

“That’s my bench,” she announced, arms crossed.

“Is it?” he replied, unfazed. “I didn’t see your name on it.”

His audacity amused her despite herself. Over time, Thomas began to appear in her life with an almost unnerving consistency. He would show up at the market, at the library, and eventually, on her doorstep, always with an easy smile and a reason to linger.

The first spark

It was a crisp autumn evening when Jessa found herself walking with Thomas along the cliffs of Evermere. The sky, a deep bruised purple, hinted at the promise of rain, while the sea roared below, a wild symphony of foam and spray.

“Do you always walk this late?” Thomas asked, his voice as steady as the breeze.

“Do you always ask questions that don’t concern you?” Jessa quipped, but her smile gave away the lack of malice in her tone.

Thomas stopped suddenly, the gravel crunching beneath his boots. “It concerns me if I’d rather walk with you than anyone else.”

Jessa froze. For all her quick wit and sharp defences, she wasn’t prepared for the disarming honesty in his voice. The wind tousled his dark hair, and for a fleeting moment, she wondered what it might feel like to touch it, to smooth it back into place.

“Well,” she said, looking anywhere but at him, “that sounds more like your problem than mine.”

His laugh was warm, unguarded. “Perhaps it is.”

An uninvited Guest

As the days turned into weeks, Thomas became a fixture in Jessa’s life. He would often stop by her cottage unannounced, carrying small tokens—a bundle of lavender, a loaf of fresh sourdough, or a new book he thought she’d enjoy.

One rainy afternoon, he arrived drenched, his coat dripping onto her doorstep.

“You will ruin my rug,” Jessa chided, though she was already pulling him inside.

“Then I suppose you’ll have to throw it out and spend more time barefoot,” he replied with a grin, peeling off his wet coat.

She rolled her eyes but couldn’t suppress her laughter. “You are insufferable.”

“And yet, you keep letting me in.”

As they sat by the fire, the storm raging outside, Thomas reached for her hand. His fingers were warm, calloused from years of travel and writing, and when they laced through hers, it was as though a missing piece of her had been returned.

“Why do you keep coming back?” she asked, her voice barely a whisper.

“Because,” he said, looking into her eyes, “I think there’s something here worth staying for.”

The orchard interlude

Their first kiss came unexpectedly one golden afternoon in the orchard. The fruit trees were heavy with apples and plums, their scent mingling with the crisp air. They had spent the morning harvesting, Jessa reluctantly agreeing to Thomas’s insistence that she take a break from her writing.

“You are insufferably bossy,” she muttered, reaching for an apple just out of her grasp.

“And you’re infuriatingly stubborn,” he shot back, holding the branch steady for her.

As she finally plucked the apple, their faces were inches apart. For a moment, neither of them moved.

“Are you going to kiss me, or are we just going to stand here debating who’s more unbearable?” Jessa teased, though her voice trembled slightly.

Thomas didn’t answer. Instead, he closed the distance, his lips brushing hers with a tenderness that took her breath away. The world seemed to fall away, leaving only the rustling of leaves and the heady taste of apples lingering on their tongues.

When they finally broke apart, Jessa’s cheeks were flushed, though she tried to appear nonchalant.

“Well,” she said, clearing her throat, “that was...adequate.”

Thomas chuckled, pulling her close. “I’ll take adequate—for now.”


Their relationship changed on a golden afternoon in the orchard. The trees were heavy with fruit, and the air carried the heady scent of apples and plums.

“You are impossible,” Jessa muttered as Thomas teased her about her stubbornness.

“And yet, you tolerate me,” he replied, his grin infuriatingly charming.

As she reached for an apple, their faces were suddenly inches apart. For a moment, the world seemed to hold its breath.

“Are you going to kiss me, or must I do everything myself?” Jessa said, her voice trembling just enough to betray her nerves.

Thomas didn’t need a second invitation. The kiss was tender at first, then deepened, as if years of unspoken words were being exchanged in that single moment.


The Night beneath the Stars

Their intimacy deepened one summer night when the sky above Evermere was a blanket of stars. They had wandered to the edge of the cliffs, a picnic blanket and a bottle of wine in tow.

“I didn’t think you’d be the stargazing type,” Jessa remarked, reclining on the blanket as Thomas poured her a glass of red.

“I didn’t think you’d be the type to let someone in,” he countered, his tone teasing but laced with sincerity.

“Because,” he said, his voice soft, “I see you. Even when you don’t want me to.”

She turned to him, her face illuminated by the soft glow of the moon. “You’re not like anyone else I’ve met.”

Thomas set his glass down and leaned closer, his hand brushing a strand of hair from her face. “Neither are you, Jessa Langley.”

Their kisses that night were slower, deeper, carrying a weight of unspoken promises. Their kisses carried a new weight, their hands exploring the lines and contours of each other’s bodies with reverence. For Jessa, it was the first time she felt truly vulnerable and yet wholly safe.

Thomas’s hands moved over her arms, her back, as if memorising every curve, every nuance of her. Jessa, who had always been guarded, found herself surrendering, letting him in where no one had dared to tread before.

“I’m afraid,” she admitted, her voice trembling against his neck.

“Of what?” he whispered, his fingers threading through her hair.

“Of what happens when you leave,” she said.

Thomas pulled back just enough to look into her eyes. “I am not going anywhere.”


Healing through love

As their relationship deepened, Thomas encouraged Jessa to confront the pain she had long buried. Journaling became her outlet, a way to articulate the feelings she had spent a lifetime suppressing.

“I used to think anger made me strong,” she admitted one evening as they lay tangled in bed. “But now I see it was just a way to keep people out.”

“I used to think I wasn’t enough,” she said, tracing circles on his chest. “Not enough to be loved, not enough to be seen. I thought...if I became angry enough, strong enough, maybe no one would hurt me again.”

Thomas pressed a kiss to her forehead. “You are strong because you’re willing to let them in now.”

Their physical connection became an extension of their emotional bond—a way for Jessa to let go of the walls she had spent years building. In Thomas’s arms, she found not just desire, but safety—a place where she could be vulnerable without fear of rejection.


The Silent Armour

In time, Jessa’s transformation became evident not only to herself but to the entire town. She began volunteering at the library, hosting storytime sessions for children, and even adopted a scrappy terrier named Chance.

With Thomas by her side, she penned a memoir titled The Silent Armour, chronicling her journey from anger to healing. The book resonated far and wide, inspiring others to confront their own inner wounds.

“I spent so many years thinking my anger was my strength,” she said to Thomas one day, “but it was really just my prison.”

“And now?” he asked.

“Now,” she said, smiling, “I am finally free.”

One morning, as the first rays of sunlight streamed through the windows, Thomas woke to find Jessa already awake, her head resting on his chest.

“You know,” she said, her voice still husky with sleep, “I think I could get used to this.”

“To what?” he asked, running a hand through her hair.

“To not fighting all the time. To letting someone in.”

Thomas smiled, pulling her closer. “I think I could get used to that too.”


Frequently Asked Questions

1. What inspired Jessa to confront her past?
Her relationship with Thomas, who encouraged her to face her emotions, was a catalyst for her healing.

2. How does Jessa’s story resonate with readers?
It highlights the universal struggle of carrying childhood wounds and the transformative power of love and self-awareness.

Is The Silent Armour based on real-life events?

While fictional, the story draws on themes of emotional resilience and the human need for connection.

Why is the setting of Evermere significant?

The dramatic landscape of cliffs and seas mirrors Jessa’s inner turmoil and eventual calm.

About Tushar Mangl

Tushar Mangl is an energy healer, author, and speaker. He writes on mental health, Vastu, food, and personal finance. His works include The Avenging Act and Hey Honey Bunch. Through his writings, he inspires a greener, better society.

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